Lethal Love Letters

Posted by Lucky1 on 11:14 PM, 11-May-12

Dear Heroin....
My name is Nicole and I'm writing to you...
Because I've heard of some stories of what you can do....
I heard you can stop me from feeling insane...
I heard you have powers
That can take away all the pain...
So I have come knocking...
I stand here today...
Hello Heroin-please show me the way!... /

Dear Nicole...
Yes, it is true...
I feel quite serene...
I am the answer-...
If you know what I mean!...
You'll shoot through the sky...
You'll feel like you're soaring...
When you shoot me...
Life will no longer seem boring..
I'll take you to places that you want to go...
I'll put on a master piece-the world's finest show!...
With all of this magic that I possess...
But, I promise my dear you won't become too obsessed..
Here I am now, standing at your door..
Try me just once, I promise nothing more..
I'm signing out now, but here's just a taste...
I promise you this; not one dropp will you waste..
Yours, always, forevermore..
This is Heroin here, on the step of your door.../

Dear Heroin...
I gave you a shot! Yes, I did today! ..
Hell I gave you a shot-right in my vein..
And you were on point, with what you said...
I no longer feel empty, I no longer feel dead..
As you seep through my veins..
I sit here pensive...
My peace is so priceless, my serenity is extensive..
I feel like a Queen in some screwed* up strange place...
No longer these demons-do I have to face..
So I ask of you Heroin...
Just to visit once more....
Come visit again, just knock at the door!../

Dear Nicole...
Welcome my child! ...
You are now my posession!..

The demon's within you-...
I will be your obsession...
Exorcism is not..
Even an OPTION...
You're stuck with me now...
And, I just can't be forgotten..
I seep through your veins...
I claw at your skin..
You can fight the battle...
But, you will NEVER win!.. /
When you think that it's over...
And, you think that you've won..
You will find out my dear...
That the battle's just begun..
A fight to the death...
As I take over your soul..
With me in your system...
I am all that you'll know..
I'll rape you of everything..
That you though you knew..
I'll brainwash your mind..
And, you won't have a clue..
You'll be left in a corner..
Of darkness and grief..
I'll be your religion...
Your only true belief...
Here I am child...
And, now you are my whore..
As I patiently sit...
Waiting at your door...
Once again it's Heroin, forevermore.../

Dear Heroin...
How could you do this? ...
I can't even breathe..
It's like I am dying..
I can't think...
I can't see..
Save me from dying...
I scream right out loud...
I see all the faces...
But you stand out in the crowd...
I muster the strength to try to get up and just leave...
But it's like without you...
I can't even breathe!.../
So I fall down to my feet...
And I beg for some mercy...
But, it's like I am stuck..
Or like somebody has cursed me...
Who now can save me...
From this cycle of destruction?...
From this world that I now live in...
And, I just keep getting stuck in...
Goodbye Heroin, please don't reply...
Goodbye Heroin, I don't want to die..../

Dear Nicole..
You're threatening to leave me? ...
This must be a joke..
This must be a game..
Or a trick...
or a hoax...
You cannot go-just try for a day....
I am your sanity...
I am the ONLY way!...
Your bones they will throb...
Your stomach will rot...
Your heart will be broken...
If you try to stop!...
You'll feel like you're dying...
For days at a time...
You'll just keep on crying...
If you're no longer mine...
I've got your soul...
I've seduced you sweetheart...
Just give it up now...
You were mine from the start..
So here I am sweetie...
Still sitting at your door...
Yep, it's Heroin darling..
Forevermore.../

Dear Heroin..
I thought I would leave you...
But, you were all that I needed...
I tried to just leave you...
I begged and I pleaded..
But, I gave in again...
To your seductive power...
And now I sit in filth...
In desperate need of a shower...
To cleanse me of all...
The pain and the guilt...
I sit like a rose...
That's dead and dose wilt...
But, Heroin, I'm telling you; I must fight back
I cannot do this...
I'm in full attack...
I'm taking my life..
I'm standing up now..
I swear I will do it...
I'll do it somehow...
And if I open my door..
And you're still standing there..
I swear to you Heroin ...
I will no longer care...
I'm over this twisted...
Love-Hate AFFAIR...
And, I'm killing you NOW...
So please be aware!...
Goodbye Heroin...
I'm saying GOODBYE...
I want to live...
Its you who must die.

[© copyright 2010 Nicole Settimi/Dark Lyric Poetry]

To read more of nicoles poetry...follow this link
http://www.poemhunter.com/nicole-settimi/biography/

Lovin' Art by Banksy

Posted by Lucky1 on 01:05 PM, 06-Dec-11











adi . . . x

in my wildest dreams x

Posted by Lucky1 on 12:26 PM, 06-Dec-11

in-my-wildest-dreams-by-m.jpg - never mind 'heroin 2 heaven'. . . more like the other way round x sad

To the one that got away x

Posted by Lucky1 on 06:22 PM, 29-Nov-11

miss-you-my-love.jpg

I love you forever x x x